| ahhh i'm graduatinggg |
[Jun. 16th, 2006|03:02 am] |
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| |  nervous | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tool - the POT | ] |
wow...so i'm graduating highschool tomorrow.
well, today technically i guess. man oh man..i can't sleep. i'm all freaking out about it..i'm nervous but i'm excited at the same time. i mean summer time...that's fucking RAD! i love summerrrrrr timeeee. but the idea of not going back to torrey pines in the fall is kind of throwing me off...i'm gonna be moving!! eeekk. not too far but still, it's far enough and i'm kinda terrified.
sadjasdjasdjasduhjoiuhjjhapssdddyydy and my mom thinks i'm crazy because i just took my dog for a walk at 3 am.. i just needed some air. this stuffs got me all messed up.
and i don't know how to wear my cap and i dunno how to put the collar on the gown. AND the gown is HUGE on me and i look like a big red something. i dunno, it's ugly though.
blahhhh who else is scared to graduate? |
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[Jun. 9th, 2006|01:58 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  relieved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | pedro the lion | ] |
so look who just popped back onto the livejournal scene. fuck myspace, let's bring back el jay. today was basically my last day of highschool...and i didn't even go, hah. fuck highschool thank god it's over!
7 weeks and 3 days till im 18!
and 10 weeks till i move to san francisco.
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| bummer |
[Aug. 13th, 2005|10:06 pm] |
my summer is over.
theres still 2 weeks left but..im grounded till i leave for hawaii..then im there for a week.
then i come back annnnnd theres only a few days left till school starts again.
so that sucks. make my last few days count? that would be nice. |
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| well |
[Aug. 11th, 2005|11:32 pm] |
i always say im going to start writing in here again...then i never do.
but im gonna tonight atleast.
im in a crappy mood and you should cheer me up. BLEH!
oh and im grounded forever cus my parents found out some baddddddd things.
badbadbadbadbad things. |
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| thoughts |
[Jul. 7th, 2005|11:07 pm] |
so i have a lot of thoughts. last night i was laying in bed thinking about thingss, but now i cant really gather my thoughts of what it was i was thinking about.
but ive realised some things about myself. i have lots of like weird feelings and thoughts by my mind isnt creative enough to be able to express them into words. so thats annoying. i wish i could express myself better but i really cant...maybe i should pick up some kind of hobby, except that im not very good at anything really.
iiii dont know. do you ever find yourself in a situation..where the time and place and the person (people) you are with is just so perfect. and youre just..happy. i love that feeling of pure happiness. i wish it came around more often but...it does every once in awhile when im with certain people.
iii love to just sit in my car and listen to music and lay in your lappp; its perfect toooo meeee. ahh sigh. i wish the crush-faze of relationships lasted longer than it does.
<3 |
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| mhmm |
[Jul. 5th, 2005|11:57 pm] |
well so today was a goood day.
i was quite productive, this is what i did:
woke up at 6 and went to work.
rode my horse.
cleaned my room/bathroom.
did my laundry/washed my sheets.
worked out for about 45 minutes.
took a shower and cleaned the shower.
then i went to starbucks and got a caramel frappuccino and a blueberry coffee cake (sooo dank).
then justin called so i picked him up and we went to his moms and cleaned up all the mess we made last week.
cashed my paycheck, went to the mall and spent most of it on a couple shirts and a necklace.
went swimming.
it was a good day. <3 |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2005|09:02 pm] |
whats up dudes.
long time no writing.
im at michaels house right now and we are allllllll bored.
its good times. |
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| hmm |
[Apr. 25th, 2005|08:05 pm] |
i haven't used livejournal in so long that i almost forgot how to update haha.
maybe i'll start writing again, maybe not...probably not.
i don't really have anything to write about except i'm stressed times 100000000000000000 but what else is new.
oh and i hate barnes and nobles. |
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| mm |
[Dec. 26th, 2004|05:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  la la la | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the perishers//pills | ] |
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| over it! |
[Dec. 24th, 2004|08:33 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | relieved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | frou frou//let go | ] |
guess what, im over it! uh huh im over you all, you know what im talking about.
bring on the new lifeeeee.
ill make this one public. |
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| pain |
[Aug. 9th, 2004|11:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  restless | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nirvana//heart shaped box | ] |
L o O K s ]
Do You Think I am...
Fat:
Skinny:
Pretty:
CuTe:
Sexy:
Hot:
UgLy:
What do you think of..
a.)The way I dress:
b.)My hair:
c.)My make-up:
d.)My style overall:
[ p E r S o N a L i T y]
What do you like most about my personality:
What do you dislike most about my personality:
Do you think I'm book smart, or street smart:
Do you think I'm stupid:
Do you think I'm smart:
Do you think I'm too hard on myself:
Do you think that I need to respect myself more:
[w H a T y O u r E a L L y T h i n K]
Do you think that I'm..
Fun:
Loveable:
Easy going:
Hard to get along with:
A nerd:
Loser:
Prep:
A good dancer:
[L o V e m E . . . L o V e m E N o T]
Could you spend an entire week with me and not get tired of me:
Could you be completely honest with me on any subject:
Do you consider me a friend:
Are we good friends or just so so:
Do you wish we were closer:
Do you wish we could spend more time together:
Do you love me:
[R o M a N c E y s T u F F]
Have you ever had a crush on me:
Do you have a crush on me right now:
Have we ever dated:
Have you wanted to ask me out:
If you had the chance right now, would you:
Have you ever wanted to kiss me:
Have we kissed:
Would you hold my hand:
Hug me:
Kiss me:
Cuddle all day long with me:
[d O y O u r E a L L y k N o W m E]
What's my real name, the WHOLE thing:
Do I have any other names I go by:
What color are my eyes:
What color is my hair:
How old am I:
What's my shoe size:
Do you know how much I weigh:
What's my favorite color:
Do I have any obsessions:
What kind of music do I listen to:
Who's my favorite band/artist:
What's my favorite food:
Do you have my phone number memorized..? Prove it:
How long have I known you:
Where did we meet:
How did we meet:
hmm i filled out like 3 of these so i might aswell put it in here. if i did one for you you better do it for me too..or else..:) |
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| baby dont look up, the sky is falling |
[Aug. 7th, 2004|02:27 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | horse the band//cutsman | ] |
so its the million dollar question.
should i get my nose pierced?
tell me what you think. |
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| my get up and go must have got up and went. |
[Jul. 26th, 2004|08:44 pm] |
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| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | aerosmith//crazy | ] |
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now? |
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| friends only |
[Jun. 20th, 2004|12:05 pm] |
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| |  sympathetic | ] |
sorry...friends only now.
if you want me to add you then leave a comment i probably will. |
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| it's saturday morning |
[Jun. 19th, 2004|01:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the used//blue and yellow | ] |
last night was fun...angy and livia were here again and them and my mom started drinking at like 5 hahaha vince and justin came over, we were hungry so we went to go get food at jack in the box and water balloons and firecrackers from vinces (which we didn't end up using damnit!!) and yeah..we went back to my house, watched requiem for a dream...am i weird for liking that movie?? haha vince was scared of it, just like he was scared of willow, poor vince. anyways so yeah then they left and i went into the kitchen and angy had a tampon up her nose (long story) but i took a picture.. lol it will probably make it's way to my picture trail sooner or later
anyways so that's my night (oh yea i'm pretty much ungrounded i just gotta do some stupid stuff) and then tonight it's the party! oh but it's no longer open cus people are stupid!! anywaysssssss...
till next time <3 |
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| more quizzes |
[Jun. 18th, 2004|04:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | underoath | ] |
HAHAHA ok it's official...i really am insane i should just stop denying it
haha YAY i got one that was good!!!
HAHAHAHAHA i can't stop laughing omg...97% of my dreams involve sex apparently
tehe
DAMN! that's neat...not true, but neat anyways
and then my internet started being shitty...oh well i think that's enough gay quizzes for now!
<3
oooo another party tonight!! this time we've got waterballoons AND glow sticks..fuck yeah |
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| hmm |
[Jun. 18th, 2004|10:40 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  curious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the jackhammer next door | ] |
| How to make a kissingiscute |
Ingredients:
5 parts mercy
5 parts humour
5 parts |
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little sadness if desired! |
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| i'm in love with willow!! |
[Jun. 17th, 2004|11:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | david bowie | ] |
awww so our family friend (i guess that's what you'd call her) angy brought her gf livia and her dog willow over...willow is the most gorgeous siberian husky with blue eyes and AH she's so cute...she has also officially taken over my bed i think i might be sleeping on the floor tonight...
anyways so let's see...wednesday night justin came over and we watched pulp fiction. good times. then today i rode, went to physical therapy and then angy and livia and willow came over, jen stopped by for like 10 minutes..then vince and justin came over. weee it was fun we went swimming and well i was in the jacuzzi and they all ganged up on me a few times and threw me in the pool it was COLD. anyways then me and vince ran and got our waterballoon kit thingy out of his car and we all had some good old fun with that...yeah so vince and justin just left and everyone went to bed! so me and willow and hugo are just chilling in my room haha oooook
oh yea and the party saturday, turns out someone *cough cough* decided to call the police on it...so no more big party it is now going to be quite small. and i'm pissed! we know who did it too...auushdushuyufadhjad so annoying. but whatever.
ok i'm gonna go play with willow and hugo now bye bye
<3 |
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| YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!! |
[Jun. 16th, 2004|03:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hyper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | from first to last- reinventing your exit | ] |
GUESS WHAT!! i'm ungrounded at the end of the week!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!
and guess what the FIRST thing i'm doing?!?! on saturday i'm going to the BEACH adn then......PARTY YAAAAAAAAAAAA!
i'm so hyper and excited now and my dad just left to go to europe so i'm happy cus i get to have a PARTY well it's not mine...i'm just behind it! YAHOOOOOOOOO i'm so happyyyyy
now i just gotta get through today tomorrow and fridya and then i'm FREE!!!!
i love you all!
yay everyone come to the party saturday it will be fun...and then sometime we all need to go to the fair? yes? let me know if you're in!!
<3 |
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